True Tears.....

2010-12-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

the onli place i can vent nw..lol...the onli place i can show my true feelin..
還是原來那個我不過流掉幾公升淚所以變瘦對著鏡子我承諾遲早我會換這張臉一堆笑容不算什麼愛錯就愛錯早點認錯早一點解脫我寂寞寂寞就好

2010-11-20T21:29:00.002+08:00

you and me were once best frens~i alwaes had tot tt tis could last 4eva~bt ur actions have proven to me tt its nt true at all~i jus lost contact with u..jus lidat..hw long do u wan to avoid me?hw long do u wan to treat me like tis??i noe..i alwaes noe..u hav alr found a new grp of frens..im realli glad and happy for u tt u did.bt..u jus leave me lidat?...u duno..at tt point of tym..hw sad m i ... all ur actions..words contradicts..i really dk wad u wan..u lyk tis kinda relationship eh?care fr me bt treat me lyk nt close?noe wad?i hate it..if u tel me its coz of him..u lidat..really..hw can u ask me to blif tt u r a true fren tt awaes stand by me?cnt.i am really sad..tt i hv lost u..its jus tt u r livin happily out thr laughin with thm without noticin my feelins..it hurts.

2010-10-30T11:29:00.002+08:00

life is jus full of ups and downs..its just wont go the wae u wanted..its just smtin tt is bein throw to us tt we hav no choice bt to face it..its jus a funny tin..lyk a plot.lyk an act.smhw bein controlled by the director and scriptwriter up thr.u hv no choice bt to listen to them the wae tt wanted u to act.they wil onli b the 1 hu control the situation and everytin.we r just lyk puppet,actors.we wil jus go the wae they wanted.at anytime they wil throw us situation and problems tt is complicated,and hard for us,for sm,yet in the end,they selfishly make decision to end the problem.i felt bein played,bein fooled.when u r in the most darkest tym,nt a beam of light is thr for u.when u r st the edge of the cliff whr u r goin to fall,thr wont be any hands at thr for u to grab on.smtym u wil nit to cry smtym u wil nit a warm hug.this plot wil nv end.our game wil foreva be on goin.no winner or looser.i m not goin to allow u to give up or end this game.lets face it tgt.no matter wad.i alwaes believe we can.i alwaes do.. alwaes belivin in hopes.. and us...and u.. aishiteru.

2010-09-19T10:50:00.002+08:00

loves?fren?lost?gain?happy?sad?confuse?

2010-08-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

-Life just getting tougher and tougher.. you went with them without givin me a warning .. you are just letting me feelin more and more .. haiz..
-you have helped me at 1st but nw leavin me as if it was fake feeling at 1st.. haiz..
-you hav avoid me coz of him.. tt is not wad i wanted either..bt u jus followed her and left me aside.. can u realli noe hw i feel?
-h**** i do noe how u feel and i have no rights to stop u.u hav the rights to feel so.but..u r cmin in between us..idk i jus goin insane cos of u..
-b***.. i have nth to sae to u.
-joy ur life hv became great as tins were solved..bt nt mine.. :) this is jus the start of this whole game i suppose?a game of lie,love,leave,frens,pain.
-thers nth i could do now to mak it better and i hv left nth ,nt a single tin at all.i smtym just wish god could help me..and i hv alwaes wanted to tel him to stop tis silly game on me.it hurts..

2010-01-24T16:01:00.003+08:00

lol..recently bz ing with hw and stuff..so dun realy hv much time to post.haha.anws,me and niko are openin blogshop so hope u can support us :D
http://fashion-desireee.blogspot.com/

2010-01-18T17:24:00.002+08:00

let the fate decides barh.... everything...

2009-12-25T12:00:00.004+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!hohoho^^hope every one can enjoy themself todae^^

though im nt realli enjoyin...hoping smbody smdae..can help to smhw realease me..frm....myself..

hahas anws,,,,i will post ltr..aft i go celebrate my xmas..lol^^
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2009-11-24T09:55:00.002+08:00

haiz...recently nth much happened...ohya,ytd went out with my fren to park and learn hw to ride=.=lol.suddenli it rainin bt we still continue riding and i ended up all wet..nw my body is aching and my hand felt painful due to holding the handle-.-then last sat went to skl prize giving dae,ya...1E3 won the best clazz award..i wonder wad mr choong will do bout tt $500.lol!use up all by himself.jk.aft tt went to open hse,walkwalk with farah.then went to ASA at suntec with ry,daren and niko.bt it ended up we then noe nit to pay entrance fee.so nv go.then me n niko go slack at outside the whole dae.haizz...last thur went to watch 2012 with niko ,daren, ry and ming shun.haiz its so tense,the atmosphere.bt anw ry treat me and niko bt he end up wan bac the money frm me-.-i was lyk wth.anw i will stop here^^

2009-11-14T13:32:00.008+08:00

YO!lol.yeah,im bac finally,sorry for nt posting for such a long time..haizz

ytd went out with niko , jasmine , darren , zatch and ruiyang.lol
--woke up early in the morning dk whyy(7am),then meet niko to go to ehub,bt lucky i call her as she woke up late.lol
--reached ehub bt we r the earliest.so we went in kbox 1st.
--waited for them for a while.ry late coz stil at fren hse play-.-the other 3 is coz darren forgot to bring elmo.
--so zatch,jasmine n darren reach 1st then folo by ry.lol.thks darren,for giving me the elmo,sry to trouble u to went bac take again(he forgot to brin)
--then at kbox most of them duno y nt singing so me n niko sing,bt niko sing the most la.then i kana make fun by them(bout smtin)-.-
--when ry reached ,coincidently,we both wear red,then kana make fun again.(lame)lol.
--then aft tt ry n darren when to play bowling.bt sunddenly run away.we run oso,to catch up.
--went to red hse(haunted hse),me n jas waited outside coz scared.lol,dunwan go in.the rest
went in n niko was the onli gurl.then they went out aft awile ,all 4 waving at us-.-me n jas ran up to them.
--aft tt they wana watch movie bt tt movie me n niko watch b4 so we went to whitesand(stay at ther for quite awile)zatch kep folo us bt went home in the end.
--at whitesand we kinda "DID MANI TINS".lol!
--ya then we went home around 5pm.

lol.though abit sianz bt quite fun la,hang out with them.yup,tt al for ytd^^

2009-10-25T16:01:00.010+08:00

lol..im bac:) nth speacial happens tis daes..exams end le,bt starting to get bored..lol.damn bored.ytd went to TWMIG to do balloon scuplture.todae went to grandmother hse.slack for awile then came bac ler..anws heres my result^^:

chi-A1
geo-A1
sc-A2
lit-B3
math-B4
eng-C5

ya.tt all^^sians tmr no skl..tue gt post exam activity...

sayonara...

2009-09-28T21:33:00.003+08:00

LOL!todae austin pants tore!and it was lyk so damn funny!we laugh until lyk duno wad sia.lol.those hu cm bac late realli mis the fun.anws wont reali been postin tis daes cos exams comin..so wish tt every1 in 1e3 n ppl i noe can pass their exams wit flyin colours.^^

its great now coz of u...

2009-09-08T21:42:00.000+08:00

Ytd---i went to my frens(joyce) chalet at downtowneast to celebrate her bdae.at 1st when we gt there me n niko was lyk so extra(we duno hw to interact with them) as all the ppl she invited was her skl mates n relative.so we jus walk around with her 1st to let us dun b so tense..then after tt we can ok ler.then chat wit joyce.then hv bbq with joyce the fren.then play with a cat.lol.then after tt her fren go arcade.me,niko,joyce n joel(senior) play dai di.in tt mean time mani ppl cm n disturb us.all the small children go n use balloon n AIM me-.- then SOMETING HAPPEN(i tin dun sae better)then we hav bdae cake then they play murderer.then we play true or dare n manimani funyfunny weirdweird tings happened lol.then all of us go bac n play dai di again until 1am(lol,VVV LATE RITE?)then we watch tv until 1+ then all of them slep le except me n niko gossip+watch tv untill 3am.while hao jun n gracia lyk almos the whole nite nv slep-.-

todae---wahhhh cos too late slep ler plus v earli wake up we v tired then round 9am-10am then go eat breakfast..after tt we play CHEAT.thenthenthen the others go wildwildwet at round 2+ while me niko n joyce when to watch aliens in the attics.(actualli wanted to watch the proposal bt the timing is at 9pm -.-)at 1st i regret to watch tt.bt after tt i take bac my words.it was sooo sooo sooo sooo danm funny!!!!!!!!!!!!!lol then we when bac n play dai di again coz nth to do-.-then we went hm vvv se bu de.hope tt joyce wil organise tis kianda tin AGAIN!!!!!we realli enjoy it vvvvvvv much!!!!!!!!!!!!ty!!!!!!

2009-09-01T12:43:00.002+08:00

okae ..todae nth much happen..tmr gt the PE volleyball test tingy.wish me luck barh.i noe its kinda a short post,bt anws i will end here^^

its hard to live in sec skl live but i alwaes believe tt there wil be hope.i also blif tt my life is nt tt gd as wad u tink.it hard to trust a person bt it mor hard for u to go through regretin nt to trust tt person b4 enough.aiya!zhong zhi mayb tins r nt tt bad as hw u tink.jiayou barh!^^(to:niko)

2009-08-31T20:09:00.003+08:00

okae..todae..celebrate teachers dae. earli in the mornin walk around the whole skl.it so damn tirin!!we walk till bout 1h sia.then on the wae mani tins happen which i dun wan to explain in detailed anymor.then we went bac to skl,giv teacher present.then went up to hall to watch performance(i jus wan to tell the singers to improve their singing mor).1e4 perform thriller.lol.dance nt bad wor zy^^haha(actuali v bad)niko y put down ur hair n cover ur face?lyk ghost lyk tt.lol.jk.after skl waited for niko to go bac to our primary skl while zy oreadi reach le?(he nt human la he-.-;)b4 tt niko went to cheers n buy coke.finally we reached pcs.then met mani old fren.mis them lots sia!!we walk round for awile then go up to hall to find our teachers!!!saw zy at there ownself high-.-ll(claping his hand??diao~)then i kana drag without any reason bt anw saw my p5 form teacher.then folow by my p6 math cher ,sc cher,then form cher.then zy kana sabo by chers to go up n perform mj dance with junior??!!(they actuali pk each other siol)diao..then me n niko went to my hse for sm reason bt i nv brin key-.-then go to niko hse for awile n prank cal senior .lol!then i went bac hm finali my parent came bac.okae,anw i went out again with my parent to parkwayparade.hv dinner n shop for awile.

will sign off here^^omg!suddenli den realise i hv been slackin seen recentli-.-exam is comin sia...haiz..i cake sim(read in hokkien) la..

2009-08-30T17:08:00.003+08:00

mondae---go out with parent n saw niko n gangs^^

tuesdae---cca learn new songs+damn tiring

wed---dunhv assembli in hall wor+nth much happen.^^

thurs---after skl went to mall with clique to buy teachers dae present.QH insist on wrapping it.lol XD

fri---another conductor cm to ur cca n teach us a new song!?the teaching nt tt gd wor....

sat---go out with niko n buy her teachers dae present untill 4!?halfwae we met yenli n gang+melissa?

todae---went to grandma hse.after lunch i accidentaly doze off for 2-3h!!??

2009-08-23T15:22:00.002+08:00

juz get bac from grandmother hse.every wk we will go to my grandma hse for family gatherin then eat lunch then chatchatchat then playplayplay then cm bac.
anw i will stop here.^^

time waits for no one...

2009-08-22T18:54:00.009+08:00

hey!im bac!XD haiz...recently theres nth to post about...anws todae went to library to do lit project with ruz,qinhui n 1/2zhan^^ and many tins happen.then we continue with the project then we laughlaughlaugh coz the drawin to funny le.lol.after tt we went to tm to buy qinhui drumstick,bt end up nv bot.we met pearlie n jieyi halfwae.then we went to T1 to slack.......till 1pm then hafzhan n ruz go hm.me company Qinhui go shopshop.around 2pm i went hm n she went for her tuition..then i chiong finish all the hw.haiz..wad an uninterestin dae....lol.anw jus wana tell QH tt jiayou n nxt time be more careful kae.promise me nt to b so easily to trust on ppl.i will stop here.XD

nw she only can watch u silently far apart as u fades awae..that gurl
only can waits..all she can do was jus to try her best to kep u smile.

2009-08-10T22:26:00.001+08:00

I DID TIS FOR DNT.

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A secondary color is a color made by mixing two primary colors in a given color space.
Color in the eye
The ability of the human eye to distinguish colors is based upon the varying sensitivity of different cells in the retina to light of different wavelengths.
Color of objects

The upper disk and the lower disk have exactly the same objective color, and are in identical gray surrounds; based on context differences, humans perceive the squares as having different reflectances, and may interpret the colors as different color categories; see same color illusion.The color of an object depends on both the physics of the object in its environment and the characteristics of the perceiving eye and brain. Physically, objects can be said to have the color of the light leaving their surfaces, which normally depends on the spectrum of the incident illumination and the reflectance properties of the surface, as well as potentially on the angles of illumination and viewing. Some objects not only reflect light, but also transmit light or emit light themselves (see below), which contribute to the color also. And a viewer's perception of the object's color depends not only on the spectrum of the light leaving its surface, but also on a host of contextual cues, so that the color tends to be perceived as relatively constant: that is, relatively independent of the lighting spectrum, viewing angle
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2009-08-07T14:28:00.000+08:00

todae national dae celebration damn borin de.bt anw want to thanks 1e3 for singig me bdae song.n my lovely clique(qinhui,ruz,yunru,hafzhan,yuan,farah),n joycelyn chua(primary gdfren).n dane.(god didi)n those hu had wish me hapy bdae or gave me present,ty.n oso want to wish isabelle hapy bdae tooo!!1e3 rocks!^^

msg to ...
lesbo-ty reali v much!
wong-jia you la!i referin to ****** ^^
farah-ty much oso!
yuan-nxt time i will remember to buy present for u de!!sry
weineng-thank for teachin me math,haha

2009-08-03T16:28:00.000+08:00

todae,yup,earli in the mornin sometin happened to me,i noe ur v curious wad happen la,anw,haiz..sian..earli in the mornin when i was happily chattin along with QH listenin to anounsmen,suddenli mr ang cm tok bout the cca tingy,then he call out tose ppl hu pon cca the name then after tt i was shock by it tt i kana called.i was lyk wth!!??i onli change cca!?n the new cca i attend every time!the old cca n new cca cher oso noe i changig!i inform them!the old cca i onli nv go for 2time!one of the time is i sick!diao!hw can they anyhw acuse ppl wan?then i was lyk at ther innocenli gettin scolded??!!wad is tis!?i feel so yuan wang u noe?damn them la.
anw i dunwan tok bout tt anymor.ther is no justis there-_-anw thanks for ppl hu support me for the clas tee design todae,thank for lykin it n oso hope ur lyk it^^if ther is any tin ur dunlyk bout the design mayb we can redesign it again??lol.i spended 1dae jus to design tt tin,im reali happy tt u guys appreciate.N oso thanks for ppl hu todae guan xin me bout the cca tin.
i will end here~^^

u dun care bout me anymore......

2009-07-06T08:45:00.003+08:00

xxxx.wad should i do nw?u will b there alwaes guiding me through,whenever wad happen,bt no nt nw le...if u r there i tink i can get through,,bt u hv oreadi gone..sayonara,je't ame

2009-06-24T20:54:00.002+08:00

sry for nt posting for sooooooooooo long!i m bac!recentli nt much happen except tt i had held a gatherin for my last yr 6i bt enddedup onli 2came,,,haiii,,so sad sia...x-(bt nvm!tmr goin out with farah they all!xDthe gatherin had ended up tt my fren(NIKO)drag me to watch DRAG ME TO HELL..omg!i was lyk the 1st time watchin horror movie since the las time i was watchin was lyk 4yr old!?ya,,unfortunateli,yes,i did scream-_-;n i kinda squeez the hand of the person tt is bside me(d person hu drag me to watch tt damn movie).ya i m scared at nite after tt.we oso when to kbox n sang lyk duno wad.awile emo awile v high.lol.kinda fun.we had spend $40.6o on kbox sia,nw broke le.ya,btw forgot to sae tt i hv gt the 9th position in clas n 37th for the level.n jus to update u all,,mayb i will ask for cca tranfer.well,,i tin i will end here^^

WORDS TO SAE TO...
#wl:give up barh..
#lesbo:jyjy!!^^
#niko:kuai dian zhao ur soulmate!!!XP
#ben:feel lyk meetin up lol
#joyce:i v desperate tt december holidae sure mus hv a gatherin tt every1 will go ho.^^

2009-05-24T15:37:00.003+08:00

ya it finally after exam.and we r getting back our result.im realli sad bout my math result sia cus i realli work hard 4it bt it ended up v bad n ppl hu nv study get more mark tan me....hai......nvm..lucky my lit n geo score quite well.btw i wan to thks QINHUI for tuitorin my geo,without her i dun tin i can score ba.thxx!!anw so far i onli noe my tis subject result:
math---57/1oo---c5
geo---49/65---A1
lit---39/50---A1
scaredscared sia tmr goin to noe my sc eng n cl result le,hope i wont fail!n gd luck to the rest too!

2009-05-17T20:08:00.004+08:00

i dun intend to lie to u...
did u do tt to me cuz u wana revenge?
is it tt u dont trust me frm the beginin already?
wad do u treat me as?
y????
ya,now is too late to sae anytins...i noe..
damn it,,,,
y cant the time reverse???
i swear ...i swear i wont do it again...

2009-05-09T11:34:00.003+08:00

man.....the main exam is round the corner le.....wish every1 gdluck and pass there exam with fying colours...recently nth special happened again,life is jus per normal.....

2009-04-25T18:49:00.002+08:00

jus go to ehub todae.....i rush there u noe!!!A SO CALLED FREN OF MINE nxt whole mth will nt b in SG so TAT PERSON met us for a outing but i so lucky woh!cca n the outing time kana crush together,so NVM,i went 4my cca 1st(man!totally exshausted!sweat untill lyk hell) then i nv go to ehub b4 so duno hw go so cus of TAT PERSON,i took a CAB,,then NVM,i call TAT PERSON 5TIMES he nv ans,msg oso nv reply,NVM when TAT PERSON finally call back he sae they at ehub orchid bowl(not even 2SECOND TAT PERSON jus hang the phone up)nvm reach there le,i find the place myself,NVM,after tat still gt some PLP sae me EXTRA,they all playin bowlin acept me as i gt cca,still sae wad cm 4 wad invite me go there 4JUS POSTING AT there izit,NVM,TAT PERSON STILL SAE I LATE,NVM,after tat hack care me,NVM,then cus me n 1of my fren eat at different place so we hven eat fin yet they jus go 1st,NT EVEN TELLIN US CALLING OR SMS US,and end up we spilt awae.DAMN ANGRY SIA,CUS I NOE TAT I WONT C TAT PERSON 4 1MTH SO NO MATTER HW TIRED IM I STILL TRY MY BEST TO RUSH 4IT,&THEN?TAT PERSON DUN EVEN APPRECIATE IT,DUN EVEN CARE IF I CM ANOT,LYK WAD THE?!TAT PERSON IS THE 1HU INVITE ME U NOE!end up,i giv up ler la

2009-04-23T18:45:00.002+08:00

ready tried my best to stop them bt cant
ready m lost
nobody cares to save me when i falling down the cliff
so sick of those big fake smile n stupid laugh
u r jus acting
u wont ever understand
those feelings tat make me go crazy
make me scream lyk a crazy women
it not tt i dunwana care
it nt tt i wana ignore
is jus tat im too tired to care alot

2009-04-11T19:08:00.002+08:00

wow,,a week had past...time files man!nw is oreadi april,,goin to mid year exam le sia!the past few dae some realli make my dae and some realli let me feel v down..mon i had leadership tin,,stay back untill 5pm sia,tue gt cca and i dun wana tok bout tt again,,duno y other ppl enjoy and lyk their cca bt i dun..wed makes my dae,finnally i hav started my 2nd cca bt on tt dae i had 3tins goin on sia,1st i gt my 3rd lauguage,2nd i gt my 2nd cca goin on,3rd i nit to go 4IT as my project are nt done yet,,man bz seh,,so i postpone my IT,skip my malay n go 4 my 2nd cca,at my cca i learnt alot sia v happy,at 1st when im in it onli i sec1 sia damn scary de tan after tt i saw my cca senior oso in it i v shock,@1st v quite la cus no wan tok to me nor neither i gt tok to any1 else,tan after tt when nit pair up all gurl senior hv accept me n another guy[onli guy]tan cher wan me &him pair thenn cher wan us to draw eachother's face without lkin on the paper so draw la damn funny sia,,disfigure eachothers face le sm more v ps leh,tan end up i make fren wit him and my senior le..thurs the last dae slackkkk!!!!!!!!

hope will my life at lis change abit...

2009-04-05T15:24:00.003+08:00

long time no post le..nw adaes v buzy la so no time..last wk nth special happen,as usual:go skl,go hm,do work,go cca,go com.ya btw tis wed i goin to start learnin the 3rd lauguage oreadi,finally la,bt my 2nd cca dun hv any news yet sia..i v lk forward to it.todae go prayin for ancestor as it qing ming..exams coming...i scared scared sia.anw hope tt joyce(my pri skl fren)can tranfer to our skl,and smore my class,tan i will b vvvvvvvvv happy lers..

same life every dae,sufferin everydae,trying my v best ready everydae..

2009-03-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

hai..........long time no c...........i vv long nv post ready sia,,,todae my mum jus on a show,,n i watch and i continuesly cryin for 1h30mins,,,damn it la...y she on...lols..^^nw i still abit sobbin sobin lyk tt wor,hai,,last wk is a tough wk,hope tis wk can be better barhss..last sat actualy goin to 18chef wit other class ppl,end up cant go cus mum dun let.maybe i will join jyss got talent u noe,,,i oso nt sure,,,hven decide yet sia...tis mornin there r babber comin to our skl to help those ppl hu have long hair to help them cut wor,the stylis damn handsome sia!!anw todae we gt health check up,,walao girls hven check fin they call the guys cme in lerss...sick...sia..tmr gt cca...hope wont be so tough until i stress until lyk duno wad la....hope......

no differences in my life...................:'(

2009-03-20T12:00:00.002+08:00

yesterdae actually goin out wit my primary skl frens,actualy tot tt i can go out n enjoy,bt 1say gt funneral to attend nit go hongkong,another leg gt prob,the other 2argue 4goin different place,end up i goin out wit only 1person.to tm to whitesand tan to simei tan bac to tm.hai..when we walk back we nit to cut across a field,,,fine!it is damn wet u noe!so muddy!my slipper n leg all mud seh...so does my fren..

anyway,,,hope my life will change,,,to a better 1

2009-03-09T22:15:00.003+08:00

todae go eat omelet,1st time of my life eat seh..nice man!!!the rice so round juicy n sticky,the egg so thick and juicy too,the meat smell so gd the skin so crispy,the carrot so sweet,anyway v nice la.todae as usual many home work,,sian dae,,tmr more sian still got cca,no wan entertain me only me myself.

2009-03-07T20:02:00.002+08:00

8.15 of saterdae...
ya got to the plaza singapura,watch the competition.i sit at the front row.nvm lo,went is my cher performin tt time rite he kana throw his jacket down n hit me n a fren-_-lldhn another grp of plp perform,throw FLOUR!!!??(as drug)me & my fren of cors kana the flour la!!ACTUALY i sit gbhind wan leh 1of the gurl say she too short sit infront cant c so i change wit her laT_Tllquite enjoy the competetion,juz tt we nit go home early..mis...sad tin is al of them my cca plp dun even reconise me seh,bein left out by them,,emo le la......sian..............

2009-03-07T11:39:00.002+08:00

11:48 of saterdae...
juz nw juz go to the park and jog with qin hui,cuz nxt wk got nafa test ready die liao lor.when i do sit up there a fly tt is killed by me which i nv even realise(qin hui say wan duno true anot).anw,,ltr nit go plaza singapura to watch my cca teacher the compertition wor,kinda exicited XD!!!!!!!!

2009-02-27T18:45:00.000+08:00

so sad sia....todae gt dance audition bt i m nt selected,feel lyk cryin ready........i m so lousy........so useless......anw no one makes my dae everydae,,so bored..so sian,,so sad..nt high,,nt happyyy...STRESS LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-20T19:16:00.000+08:00

jus got bac from camp..so tirin sia...but anyway i had fun!when i juz get out of the camp the 1st tin i do is to eat mani mani scumsious food!i bot western food anyway plus ice kacheng &coke too!so suang!ltr got home the 1st tin i do is to lie on my sofa comfortably,eatin &drinkin with oning the air-con tan watch tv tan i sleep 4 6h!the 1st dae of the camp we get to play games la,bt the most speacial tin is at the nite we got all light off n got blind folded n had a trail round the skl,we nit to hole d bac of d person infornt of u. walau the senior go make tos scary scary sound n put cogate on our hand n leg n face stil spray water on us n we nit go up n down the stairs stil nit crawl here n there touch tin tt we duo wad is it which is v wad wan n the mos fun tin is we nit to nil down at a floor of water n soup n 2stong guy jus push n slide us!!!.at the 2nd dae of th camp we got to sentosa,actualy i tot tt go there wil b v fun bt end up it so hot tt u cant even imagine n we still nit to do smtin lyk huntin?or can say we got 12station we nit to find where the place is and get the mission done.walau nit stay there frm 8,3oam to 5pm leh..damn hot la.3rd dae we play game tat nit lot of team work,i kinda lyk it but got under the hot sun again &kana abit sun burn on neck ready,anw the camp fire abit bored la cus mani sec1 nt high enough n the MC nt realy humour enough n the program for it oso nt high enough n v little..but me n a fren so high shout until lyk duno wad bt we still hv voice wor.haha.btw the food sux -_-;......anw,at las,in tis post i wana say to jeslyn jia you,u noe y^^

2009-02-16T18:44:00.000+08:00

walao nw adaes still lyk no 1 entertain me seh...tmr goin camp le,,i m kinda scared n worried leh.....duno y....todae cuz of sm tin i kinda emo leh..nt fang bian to tell ur la.valentine i nv recieve any present or go out wit hu ever leh...actualy tot tat tis yr d 14/2 can hv sm tin special happen leh but end up dun hv..hai...tmr i nit to get in a grp tat i nit to face another person i hate seh...nt fair!!!!!!!!!but i at least got amalina(my mordern dance fren)to company me.i m so lucky but oso unlucky la...........................

2009-02-08T15:45:00.001+08:00

i now adaes v sian la....yun ru is the only 1 i realy can tok to lehhhhhhh................................................ ..............................................................................................................................................................................

...............................................................................baka......................................................................................

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..........................................................................................baka!!!!......................................................................

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2009-01-30T18:29:00.000+08:00

nw i feel so stress sia.lyk when u socialise,every fren u made is lyk nt close to u tan i will feel lyk im so alone..no one care for u,no wan cheers for u..no wan is true to u, no wan trusted u,no wan.so lost.my cca,i dunot noe should i change anot i make new fren but .......................but they r jus not true,there is no one i can trust now,no one.i wan to do well in dance,in art,in home econ,in cl,insingings,i wan,i wan to b better tan u baka,,but im so stress,i duno wad to do..so stress..can u,can u cheer me up??todae there is a selection for syf dance but i was nt chosen..m i tat bad??do u noe tat working hard is very stressful n tirin??i m so sick of my life,,so bored,so nth,so plain,so hard....can some one safe me????..........i finally noe hw u feel..baka.........

2009-01-17T13:54:00.000+08:00

the skl sill haven anous wad cca we goin sia..i abit emo..............................hope tat sm1 can comfort me........

2009-01-13T18:14:00.000+08:00

hai..todae audition for cca sia...i go audition for modern dance..the dance is so hard sia..confirm cant get in wan lo...anyway i plan tis fri go audition for choir as a back up,cus the modern dance nxt mon tan annouce the result....................................god,,pls make a gd decision for me.....

2009-01-11T17:54:00.000+08:00

oh man....tmr will be the dae i nit to go swiming,,,im abit nervous man....tat person i hate is goin to,,,it only makes me mor nervous..anyway i had chose my cca hope i can go yo the cca i lyk..mordern dance,,or mayb choir i tin..

2009-01-10T14:12:00.000+08:00

hai..long time no c la.now adays i v bz la^^make almost 10fren le!yohoo!so hapy!but i still abit stress la,,muz blame tat person i hate lor!anyway,noe wad??our skl wan thos hu duno hw to swim the plp compulsery mus go learn lo,n it nxt mon??!!wads mor ridiculos is tat the person i hate oso goin??!!wad de??!!

2009-01-06T18:06:00.000+08:00

yesterdae stress,keep pushing myself but todae is better le la,but tat person i hate i realy duno what to do wit him,,anyway dun say tis kind of emo tins le la.todae i tin our math n eng teacher is v gd they lyk to joke around,i realy enjoy their teaching,,well yesterdae i make 1new fren le,but i still tin im to far bhind tat person,i really nit to catch up,.there is 1boy in my clas same as my hobby,we both oso lyk anime n manga,i felt realy hapy!n i kinda feelin lyk wana make frens wit him..hope tmr wil b better!GANPATE!!><

2frens..

2009-01-04T17:05:00.000+08:00

hai..tmr,every plp is goin to bring their food n share wit others..hope tat i can quickly make many new frens.

I can do it..i will..i swear!

2009-01-03T15:35:00.000+08:00

todae,finaly,can rest,but we stil hv a long way to go on mondae...tat person i hate 1st dae of skl already hv a bunch of frens le!i cant loose to him!i nit to buck up,i oso nit to improve my social skills n make more frens..i realy nit to...i swear!i will!mus win tat person!i will......

Make 1 frensz ready..

2009-01-02T14:25:00.000+08:00

hai..1st dae of skl every1 is so quiet.so sian so tired..so....i duno......tat person i hate is makin me feeling more worst.......

cant tat person jus disserpear infront of mee!!!!!!????i m so tired!!!!y cant tat person jus go to the other school!!!!!!!i duno!!duno wad to do!!!i nit a new enviroment!!!!!!!without tat person!!!!!!!!i m so stresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!it lyk tat person is controlin my feelin,my life my mind!!let me go....

the flesh hurt is different frm ur heart hurt,,flesh tat is hurt can be heal by oliment but heart cant....

2009-01-01T16:44:00.000+08:00

todae is the start of 2009,a brand new year,i have been posted to jyss,niko,celine hv been posted to there too.But the funny tins is tat we 3,our mark is so close but got to different clas,but wads more shockin is tat sm1 i hate got to same skl as me too,his bro oso there leh-.-sian..anyway,hope tat tmr,the start of my sec 1 life,every tin will be fine.